lolz it's always so interesting to read back on previous diaries. we never really realize how much we've changed until we look back at our previous records of our thoughts. everytime i read my old diaries (which i only started around the end of sec 3... so it's actually not very old), i cringe at what i used to think and what i used to say. that's how much i've changed... in a just one year. not outwardly perhaps. but yea internally definitely. lolz a few ppl have already told me that i haven't changed at all... but now i think they just don't know my thoughts well enough.
i wonder what i'll think about this post when i look back on it a year later. will i think that these thoughts were shallow? will i cring at my immaturity? or will i look with pride at my insight? lolz maybe i'll even be opinion-less...
my flames of passions are dying out... i must stoke them again. it's so dry to live life without any passion. one thing that really stuck with me from all the talks with my bro was the part abt the indifference and the apathy. they really kill u. right to the core. they drain u out until u're an empty vessel. a dry husk.
Name: Foo Guo Zhong Melvyn
Age: 19+
Affiliations: MSHS (Pri), Rosyth, RI, RJC, SFX (LoG)
Bday: 14th Nov
Email: mel_protoss@hotmail.com
lolz it's always so interesting to read back on previous diaries. we never really realize how much we've changed until we look back at our previous records of our thoughts. everytime i read my old diaries (which i only started around the end of sec 3... so it's actually not very old), i cringe at what i used to think and what i used to say. that's how much i've changed... in a just one year. not outwardly perhaps. but yea internally definitely. lolz a few ppl have already told me that i haven't changed at all... but now i think they just don't know my thoughts well enough.
i wonder what i'll think about this post when i look back on it a year later. will i think that these thoughts were shallow? will i cring at my immaturity? or will i look with pride at my insight? lolz maybe i'll even be opinion-less...
my flames of passions are dying out... i must stoke them again. it's so dry to live life without any passion. one thing that really stuck with me from all the talks with my bro was the part abt the indifference and the apathy. they really kill u. right to the core. they drain u out until u're an empty vessel. a dry husk.